fear and everything else
We say that “you’ve got nothing to lose” but when you really want something there is always something feel loss about.
I have to buy notebooks and pens and mechanical pencils tomorrow. Coloraid paper, rubber cement, charcoal, big clean sheets of rag paper, and ten erasers I’ll probably misplace. Return Library books. Drop off a rental application. Move my desk to the other side of the room. Write a check for $1200. First day back to school at 2pm. Mesoamerican Art and Architecture.
Running at the Towson gym. Dinner with Amy.