Vacation
I don’t handle time off from school or work very well. There are a few people that know this about me, but it usually doesn’t make any sense to anyone else. My self-esteem plummets to zero, I get paranoid about the world, I feel like I don’t have anything to validate my existence and typically spend most of the time hugging my cat, sleeping for 15 hours at a time and crying over what to wear in the afternoon. I used all the energy in my entire body doing someone else’s dishes for the umpteenth time today before dragging my frowny face to work. It was there I saw the pile of textbooks from amazon waiting for me - is it too soon to start reading?
