January 2010
46 posts
that warmth stays with me all day.
sorting my thoughts.
I guess I just want something impenetrable to the outside world. I think I’m looking for that feeling that’s - “us” vs. “everyone else”. I guess it’s a strange way to view love, but I feel like that’s the only thing you can do to keep it. “You have the only opinion I care about and everything I do, is for you.” and...
“do what you love
fuck the rest”
today
wishing people still made mix tapes for each other
craving champagne
looking at Sally Mann photographs
reading
procrastinating at work, straight up.
no anxiety for months and months, and now it’s back and even more unrelenting, it pairs well with my current state of being undeniably miserable.
it’s going to be a long night.
“Maybe all I need is a shot in the arm. What you once were isn’t what you...”
– Wilco
you're such a pinball, yeah you know it's true.
sometimes the pros outweight the cons, but it’s easier to move a mountain than to work on 8 months worth of issues.
I’m not going to think about it today, I’ll think about it next week.
Dear 2010, you are letting me down already.
losing at life again. this always happens to me.
my attitude on Mondays usually ends up being a combination of irritable, motivated, and having severe ADHD.
