December 2009
93 posts
I would like to wave goodbye to awkwardness and frustration for awhile. I want to influence myself.
It’s New Year’s Eve. I’m going to drink my face off tonight and have lots of self-actualizing moments with people that care about me.
Chocolate Cake
shopping list
3 ounces fine-quality semisweet chocolate such as Callebaut all-purpose flour unsweetened cocoa powder (not Dutch process) eggs buttermilk vanilla
heavy cream light corn syrup unsalted butter
10-ounce bag frozen raspberries, thawed
This recipe calls for simmering chocolate in hot coffee, and using a food processor about 10 times. And in all honesty, there is nothing more...
I went back to feel alone there
I went back there by myself
I gave up on...
I took my shirt off in the yard
no one saw that the skin on my shoulders was...
– Microphones
I should be happy.
some days
anger is not anger
happiness is not happiness
and the things I say arn’t actually true.
try explaining that to someone.
I’m super manic right now.
I think I jinxed myself.
You don’t ask people with knives in their stomachs what would make them happy;...